Friday, April 16, 2010

三百年一次的upgrade

一直想找个借口不读书
虽然考试就在大后天
虽然notes我一页都还没翻过
虽然那科不很难但却很莫名其妙的被当了两次 T.T

早上接到老爸打来的电话
第一次,听到他说:“考试尽力就好,读书不要给自己太大的压力”
吓了一跳,也感动了一下
真的,第一次他这么对我说

小学的时候,他总说“考试一定要拿A, 不然就会被处罚”那时候最怕分考卷。记得有一次国文只考五十分,吓得不敢回家,还把考卷丢了企图毁尸灭迹。结果还是逃不了被打被骂的厄运。
中学的时候,他总说;“考试要考好好来,最好能考进第一班”所以,我真的很努力考进第一班,虽然我的成绩只是比下有余。
再后来,他说;“你一定要考进大学,不然没机会读书了”所以,中六的那段日子真的很难熬。

不过也多亏他这番苦心造就今天的我,不然现在的我可能在某间百货公司当售货员哈哈

把话题倒回来。。
不想读书的时候,就会对自己说;我好象有点累
然后上面字书,去别人的菜园偷菜,煮菜,建乐园,然后这里留言那里看看
再来就会说,我好象有点困
然后躺在床上不想起来,明明睡不着却死命逼自己睡觉
起来后又对自己说;很闷很显啦,去走街吧~
拉着大肥逛完整间百货公司花了很多钱买了很多无谓的东西
然后一天就这样过完了。。。。。。
然后就想说;明天才读吧
然后明天又有一堆借口
唉,我真的是很懒惰~~~

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Well, Im already in my sweetest home. Skipped 2 classes just to go home early, and luckily it's only 2 classes or else people may group me as ponteng kaki..kaka

Chinese new year is around the corner, everyone seems excited when think of cny. All are rushing their reports before going back home. Frankly, this is the first time i saw the eficientcy and effectiveness among our group members.

However, somethings unhappy happened before going back home.

And I realised that it is difficult to be a good man in this world.
When u treat people well, people will always take for granted.
If u are a good temper, people may climb to ur head and bully u.
If u are useful in everything, people will always stick at u like a dog and forgot ur existence when ur not occupied.
people who are good in throwing their temper or showing thier foul face will always be the winner.
people who always being pampered must treat them like a princess.

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I can saw the sadness in her eyes, somemore disappointed and angry. And, I understand the feeling of being hurt especially by closest freind who she expect will understand her more. I feel so sorry to her, things happen again and again but she can only keep silent and pretend nothing happened. And finally, I 'help' her voice out her unhappiness ( can say i scolded that person ) because I beh-tahan also. Things Ended up with--------> 1)that person mad me for scolding her unreasonable, or perhaps she wont be friend with me anymore, 2) unrelated person come to try to understand the situation.

No regret for doing so, as me and she feel relief after that.
Not scolding unreasonable, is people tend to ignore many things but expect other treat them in good way.
NO WAY!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

2010 年 1 月30 日

22 岁的我
开始22岁的一年

默默许了愿 希望一切都会实现

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其实心情有那么一点点失望
一点点难过
一点点累
也许。。。。


还是谢谢大家的祝福
真的。
很特别的一年,
有新的朋友一起和我庆生
是第一次,可能也是最后一次。
第一次知道,被祝福是件很幸福的事 (^~^)

生日快乐,黄愉雯^^

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

功课 考试 一堆堆的冲着来
看看朋友却一副很轻松自在的样子
好羡慕
啊~~~肯定是我做功课的进度太慢了啦!

减压 我要减压

‘花钱不是唯一的减压方式’电台这么说的

但我唯一有效的减压方法就是逛街买东西T.T

那天考完试就和大肥去one-utama 逛街

好大的一间购物场所,可是有点冷清。。

碰巧那里有车展, 就去参观下下。。
这么贵的车,这辈子都买不起啦~
去坐坐拍张照片也不错啦
大肥的最爱

做大肥的司机 XD
呼呼~
突然觉得大肥好好噢
每次说要逛街他一定会陪我
谢谢你啦打大肥 ~

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I am a BAD TEMPER girl
you are a HOT TEMPER leader
that doesn't mean YOU got the RIGHT to scolde me
I did what i need to do
I follow all YOUR instruction
yet YOU are not satisfied
you can talk to me
but NOT with harsh word
second time, it is the second time you did the same thing to me
ok
i tolerate
i endure
for this time only
i really fed up with you
I swear
NEVER EVER be the same group with you

Thursday, September 10, 2009

DIET!
DIET!!
DIET!!!
Im on diet!
Arghhhhh........eagerly want to lose weight!

I skipped my meals for two days
suffered from starvation, dizziness and gastric pain~
but the worst thing is....

my 'hardwork' was in vain
because i just went for a steam boat buffet T.T
as what you all think
ice cream, fish ball, chicken wings and blah blah blah are all inside my stomach *sobs*
aiks....i just can't resist to food temptation
how i wish i can just like those who suffer for anorexia nervosa XD


the war for test 2 is coming
but im still goyang kaki in front of my lappy (la ~la~ la~)
the toughned paper--biochemistry makes me so worry
how can i memorize all the chemical reaction in such a short time?
and my kind-hearted lecturer will probably annouce our result in the class
by showing our name with the marks in front of the class!
i have promised myself to put more effort in this subject
but....
but.....
my best friend-laziness come find me in this critical time(err..is all the time i think >.<)
HAIH~~~~~~
sure GG for my biochemistry


is going to enjoy my online shopping ^^

Friday, September 4, 2009

今年,家里发生了很多不如意的事
三个月前,老爸发生车祸
当时老爸载着老妈去园里工作
被无驾照的马来人撞倒
老爸伤得不轻,右肩右小腿断了 脊椎一小节也裂了
那时觉得好无助 爸妈都在医院
和弟弟三个人就这样每天一大早到医院去陪他们 直到晚上才回家
第一次发现 原来爸爸怕住院
进院的第一天就嚷着要出院
第一次看见婆婆流着泪担心的样子
爸爸在家休养的那段期间
很痛也很累
每到夜晚时,伤口处就会酸痛
妈妈就这样 拿着药油替爸爸又搓又推
一直一直到最近老爸不再喊痛了
很多人都说 这是一个劫数
老妈说年头全家去压太岁时,观音娘娘已有暗示
今年是老爸,明年会是老妈
劫数,人一生会有三次
幸运的人可以平安渡过前两次
比起很多人老爸算幸运了
所以老妈一直很感恩
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以为事情告一段落了
没想到 车祸后还有官司要打
保险公司找上门 还找了律师
就是要替老爸打官司
要求对方赔赏损失
这不是一天两天的事
需要花上整年的时间
时不时要到法院上给口供
老爸说他好累 不想这么麻烦
可是麻烦已经制造出来了 就要去决决他
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昨天,家里进贼了
没想到这么不起眼的破家
还有小偷要进来
妈妈说 大门被撬开了
房间被搜得一团乱
所幸没什么损失
啊!!怎么这么倒霉!!
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小弟今天来吉隆坡上课
嗯,我第一次在这里驾车
从沙哑南到马大
没带驾照 没带眼镜 乱闯乱撞
老爸说 他的心跳 一分钟跳上200下
可能是我驾车很厉害 看左不看右 看后不看前
唔。。。。
这是我的style 欢迎胆大的人来试坐 哈哈哈